Krai ft/ Einstein (Response)

[Albert Einstein] - " Intellectual growth should commence at birth and cease only at death." / "But to me Death is only when the spirit's no longer bounded to the flesh ... from there more knowledge I will continue to collect ... forever yearning to be learning ... a sensation that exceeds any formation as the Ultimate Novation ... Life has been proclaimed to us all ... made and set forth Eternal ... spoken words from the Soul of Thy Journal ... to breathe it ... suspend it ... apprehended within it ... it's just a Time felt path ... commence to it ... I cherish it ... never cease to proceed pass the Wall of Humanity ...  forever bounded spiritually....  to gain and rise above it all intellectually." - [Krai]

Living in The Shadows (1.1)

k-oz in the air
everyone screams
as she walked - she never dreamt this to be
before she was even able to make that final step
from the sidewalk unto the street
crossing it was the goal that she wanted to meet
he jumped the curb
the impact was intense
in the air she went
amongst the car she slammed
the smell of rubber travelled throughout the air
the screeching sound - man could not bare
he slammed the breaks
she rolled off and landed on the pavement
what more can be said
by-standers came running to the scene
oh my oh my they couldn't believe what their eyes had just seen
a lady withchild
third trimester
how on earth can they have both survive
the neighborhood is at an uproar
phone calls are being made
sirens everywhere
yellow tape
people couldn't bare to watch
at the train track
right around 71st up to be exact
how can he continue on with the thought of what just went down
body bag is being placed
why on earth did she have to go out today
school sign-up for her other child
a mother of three who blossomed within her another seed
now being taken away
no form of vital been displayed
straight to JMH
time to operate
yes
she was pronouced dead

Hear me Shout it

Heavenly United ..... Side by side with the Most High I ride ....

Spiritually Guided .... Swallow my pride as I rise, being taught by the Wise ...

Profoundly Rounded .... Captivating by nature, proclaiming the art of my Savior, retreating to the secrete home of my mental .....

Selectively Ignited.... As I display my ways, always having faith, rerouting the mindplays of those who share my gaze ........

Eternally binded ... Soulfully to Him I give praise, always questioning but of me He has faith, foreva Sai Nai and Krai, continue to lead my day, obstruct the vision of my hatred way, blindfold and mindclog the cause of my evil thought as to You I rejoice with my voice in the most nonsecular manner ....

Infinitely Grounded ...Deep within I continue to sing, I thank You, I praise You, prayer sunt only to You, blissful nights set forth by the Conqueror, the Great Knight ...

Amongst men I ran, by You I stand, Your presence remain in demand and so I seal these thoughts with an honourable Amen.

Pause ....

U hear the rhythm ... U hear the beat .... Now stop interupting and actually listen to the words I speak ....

Who Art Thou

Who art thou to inform I of who I am if I myself cannot determine the outcomes in life for which by I must be sought out? Stand down from this urge to help me reach my goal, for my goals are only known to the ever so tender rhythm of my soul. Shan't I be given the opportunity to live a life in misery, to dance in the rain and be destroyed by the storm? Shan't I be able to look amongst men and be tempted to shout that I've too overcame? T'was nights when my head would be among pillows and tears will drizzle down my cheecks bearing silent whispers of crying screams, for deep within me I believed I was not meant to be. Shan't I be given the opportunity to live a life of destruction, to sit in the mirror years ahead only to bring forth recollection of years that have already fade and with the power that lives beyond my flesh - scream through the top of my lungs that I have been bless. Who art thou to try to protect me from the lessons that I so desperately seek? Allow me to be me, for to me it is the only way to learn that by all means I am in fact a WELL MADE QUEEN ......

ENC 1101

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original post date

8/26/11

Here’s something to think about

This weeks lesson - - air and are

Why is stair (when talking about using your eyes) is spelled stare

 But when it is pronounced and read <<(red)>>

 it says star   <<<<(st –are)>>>>

Well – that’s at least based on what we know about reading the word ‘are’ and the word ‘air’

When it comes to air and are the same goes for the word bare that sounds like bear which is sad because the word bear really says beer based on the word ‘ear’

if we really just go based on sounding things out

And bare really says bar <<<considering when it is sounded out b-are>>>

And bear is sounded out as bair <<<<considering what we were told it truly spells >>>>

Next week lesson -   -  -ead

Read as in red such as head and dead and lead <<(as in led)>>

Which can be confused by the word read such as bead and lead which is pronounced based on heed and deed

It’s all elementary my dere <<based on mere>>

 or is it deer,

no -

I know for a fact it’s dear

It’s sad because I can go on and on and on – especially for and early childhood educatior.

I have to teach exactly what I believe is so stupid and contradicting yet the challenge and the way in which the mind has learned to transmit it and retain it is an art all of it own and I for one am into all aspects of the arts

What is so great about this is that although it is contradicting and may seem overwhelming and confusing, all of this is mastered by the tender age of six and only freshened up and strengthen no later than the following year. Do not under-estimate the mind of the young. Taught and guided right, they will blow you out of sight.

Love

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original post date

5/11/11

“The experience of love is the same, what changes are our preferences.” ~ Author Unknown

Love is defined as ...... a deep, tender, ineffable feeling of affection and solicitude toward a person, such as that arising from kinship, recognition of attractive qualities, or a sense of underlying oneness


Is love a concept, feeling or action  .... that's what I was thinking when I first decided to look up the  definition. We tend to use the word very often. I for one do not really go around telling people I love them. When it comes to my feelings towards others, more than likely if they tell me that they love me, I will not repeat it. I may say that I got love 'for' you ... but to say that I love you, there must be some form of overlying issue. We tend to fall in love with characters from a book, we tend to fall in love with music, we tend to say we love what we seen or what we heard. I know when I use the term love .. which ever way it is that I use it ... it is because I feel some sort of connection, not that regualr form of realtionship connection (rather it be romanitic or friendship wise etc). Saying I love you or I got love for you, you must have displayed some sort of bond with me (rather it is known to you or not).

Love is a concept that brings forth certain feelings that may be displayed through ones action.

this is obviously one of the unfinished post ... but you catch the drift .... you tell me ... what is love, when and how do you use it ......

The 'Yo' Conversation

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original post date

6/14/11

Krai
yo 

J
yo
Krai
whuts good wit u ... and yes... i am and will be writing using slang terminologies
J
Writing and yes... I would suspect anything less.
~ mean wouldn't

Convo (1)

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original post date

3/27/11

Me:  Death is a bitch...
He:   ....And Eternal life is her pimp
She:  she takes away your dick and runs like fuck
Me:  Time is the drug....
He:   .....overtime is an overdose
He:   Bring em on
Me:  Sleep only exist
He:   Dreams of waking up
Me:   ...........

no matter how it comes....i always dream about waking up.....foreva does it seems like im running out of breath......hear souls around me screaming there's no help......fuck it - Sleep only exist for those who ain't bout shit.....ain't tryn...a put in work, overdose, not on this turf...Time is a drug, tryna pull me into the outerworld.....but imma stand strong, bounded to earth, above it, as my only home....I swear Death is a bitch, creep up on yah, put it on yah....then take away your dick and run like fuck....Life ain't shit till it comes to an end.....existing in realms that been withheld from men...among Angels and Demons who's foreva breathing....i'm foreva dead yet alive...then you realize you got tha best of both world....no way out, foreva alive....been pimped out by Eternal Life.....

A Moment to Cry Out

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original post date

5/2/11

Tell me what it is that i'm suppose to feel. Tell me what it is that i'm suppose to hear. Tell me what is it that i'm doing here. Tell me why is it that I feel the way I feel. This cant be real. This cant be true. Listen to when the fuck I cry out to you. .....'Listen To My Cry'......

~ Random Thoughts !!!!!

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original post date

3/13/11

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1
many wonders, many pains, as i try to envision the life I dreamt
to finally take a stand, without lending hands
break free from the world.....as it's the sky i'm willing to explore
mind, body, and soul....no longer bound to the earth
this is the step....of a young SOULjahs rebirth

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2

"My mistakes don't define me They dont dictate where I'm goin They remind me that time keeps tickin let my mind keep clickn never stop thinkn Bein aware of my decisions" ~ T.I.

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3

never mind the pain nor the sins i gained
only take heed to the voices in me
no longer will I be afraid to combat the emotion of hate
lost my path as tried to fit in with the ways of life
this is not me...I'd rather be a conspiracy
...Question all that can and can't breathe
Fell back by the ways of man...I'm greater than that

Can no longer walk among the living dead....the closed minded heads
No longer will I continue to fade away
I'm as nuetral as i can...welcome the universe with open hand
Believe what i say...from this day ..... foreva and always
...This is Krai....full of rejoice.....I'm pround to say
I've be "Born Again"

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 4

God works in mysterious ways.....the only problem is .... i dont know what exactly he's tryna say......my subconcious aint allowing me to comprehend the play.....i'm getting hit harder everyday.......placed situations in positions that can work for or against me......i need to dig harder...but i'm pissed cause i dont know which way to lead

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5

I am so exhausted......yet today i accomplished nothig......nothing to be proud of since i covered less grounds.....I'm slipping and i gotta step in line........neva eva in my life time .......has i hit bottom ground.....this shit is history.......yet i will not proclaim it defeat......i thought i was spiritually at ease........then i realize....i was welcoming the 'deviL' deed.....i feed off hate...that may be the case......but lately i drited away ....... cause it has neva been sought out....only gained through fate....so imma step down.....with vengence in my eyes......i know we go head to head ........but this is my "SOULjah Cry".....directed to the Heavenly Father.....the top doG..vice versa..... God.....
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6

due to the life stuggles...remember to approach things through 'novel'. let is be known that at times shit get hethic. but you will embrace it as the ultmate praise. the balttle within is not to be look upon as sign of a lack of strenght. i... stand before you not yet ready to repent. i am hurt in so many ways yet know not the case. one love, one, strenght, one God....yet i question you to the point of no recal....as i lay my head down to rest. i am please....yet angry....for i have lack to succeed. this ia the battle within me that i am yet to defeat...today i am a mummy and that why i am no longer on my feet..."listen to my cry - sir'...this is "A Cry of a SOULjah" ....directed to the Heavenly Father....and the top doG...vice versa....God

.....Shit.....

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original post date

2/22/11

Shit I did it again.....invite wise.....one i like .....the other i'm wondering why.....don't come at me differently.....and this is sent out to my friends (and I'm not talking 'bout Webster wise)....you know who u are ....cause around you i don't roam or chatter about.. What is a friend...short simple meaning without getting into details....enemies that lies within....lay round for the full blown version ...(Krai Kill mind wise)....was planning on removing the 'vite but fuck it imma continnue to write......whether u like it or not...do me a favor and just fuck off.....hatred is in the air....naw ...just keeping it real and i'm not tryna sent sc'air'.......say what you gotta but fuck that gossiping shit...i love it as i live...i'm me and imma always do me....in defense mode..hell yeah...you just don't know....this was a different kind of introduction to those who just don't know...if you're surprise when you're reading this...more likely...you're the friend (Krai wise)i'm refering to...cause all else would say ...yeah ...i been knew you do you..and don't get it confuse.....if you got sumthing to say...go head and post it.....anger don't quickly come my way....cause only loves one could hurt me in such strong ways....and trust...from me ....luv's not easily spread....if i hold you down conversation wise...then you know we good on the grind....all else...i really don't give a fuck if you fall behind.....once again...it is what it is...now tell me...am i'm wrong for telling you this....shit.....just don't look into it

Please Kill Me

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original post date

2/3/11

© (with no permission to copy or make reference to)

This is the intro/prayer to one of my song/lyrics ....Please Kill Me
"I understand that pain is common in a man - but now my pleading stand - put me back on the land as being nothing but sand - I'm no longer here posted on my legs - instead I'm on my knees you could hear me beg - this is no longer the place for me - so heavenly father - please kill me"

War (pt1)

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original post date

2/19/11

We are who we are
Yet I understand who I fail to become
Under the shining moon the stars and the sun
Foreva and always - I will be one

Why Play (pt.1)

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2/3/11

Lately I've been playing games with everyone around me as well as this thing here
Avoiding what it is that I am trying to accomplish

So many people get to me, not that many understand
I try to step back but am begging for a lending hand
I feel alone in this world although I could be surrounded by family and friends
I lie to myself, mess with others, just to pretend
At times I want to overcome it but the truth is I can't
See, in a way I like me but am afraid of the part that don't seem sane
I'm alienated from the world, that's suppose to be a problem, but not to me
At times I rather be alone and I don't know why that be

.......... don't look into it

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original post date

1/8/11

I must say that it is funny how one is really flirtatious. Is it wrong to be attractive to someone, flirt away, yet know that you do not have any attention whatsoever to be with that person? What if in the beginning you told the person that you were not interested, then later on start giving signals that make it seems as if you were interested, because in a way you were? Could it be that you're just telling yourself that you are not really interested to protect yourself? What if you just naturally flirt and you do not do it on purpose, does that mean you're wrong because you are playing with that person emotion? What if the person knows, sense it, and play along with it? Huh, we're all guilty of this, knows this, yet we still do it? Why is that?

.......I tend to be random....these two don't fully relate.......

So I see you from time to time, don't know why I allow you to cross my mind
Maybe it's because I know that in a way I love your state of mind
I kinda hate it only because I'm wlling to face it
Caught the urge to say I'm Me- and that's when I realize it was more than what it seemed to be
Comfortable to talk to you - actually willing to let you know me - the true
Don't really like interlocking eyes - but staring into yours just send me through the skies
Put a smile on my face no matter what my state - love looking your way - catching gaze
Be zone in for a minute- then I smile and face down - say you a trip - only because I can't believe what I'm facing inside
Sometimes I can't even look your way - trying to avoid having you run through my head
I know I'm a trip cuz here I am spilling it out
What can I say - I'm attracted to you - but in that sense don't want it to play out
Shit - this some shit - love flirting your way - but friend wise - webster style - we should remain tight
So deeply into you cause of you - but to a different level
Love your presence, it spiritually embodies my soul, your friendship is one thing I don't want to have revoke
Gotta respect that - but gotta keep it true - hey I'm into you - then again - you already knew that too


This is a little touchy touchy, I don't do that sensitive emotional stuff, just wanted ya;ll to see me when I attmpt to do so.  "Don't look into it" is what I always say. And like I said I'm coming at you on a Friendship tip with Much Respect.

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Why am I putting this up ...... for one ... it is my site and I can ..... two ... I just felt like sharing ..... three .... I don't mind ya'll knowing  ..... four .....

So if you've been keeping up with this blog you will have realized that a few post goes up and then goes down, page setting changes from this to that.  To tell you all the truth, I have been playing around with this blog just to see what I can put in and so forth. If you have access to any of my other sites as well as groups that I am affiliated with, you will see that my presence haven't been there and if it is, it's still isn't all there. I am planning on coming at 2012 differently.

November will have a tone of post posted especially for the first 7 days: those that didn't make the cut the first time around and those that kinda went up then down, mainly cause of the underlying darkness that lies behind it. Thoughts that were incompleted will be set forth. See where my mind tend to travel. November will be the release of thoughts at all angels. But like I stated, 2011 was/is just a rough draft, the beginning (introduction) to whatever it is I am doing. Let's see how things go for the remaining of the year. December marks my one year on blogger and January will start something else. I do not know what is in store for next year but I do know that it will be something, so let's regroup ..... stay with me and I appreciate it.