Habit (1)

I have a habit of being non-expressive. Attitudes displayed is either passive or semi-massive aggressive. I have a cold heart but I'm delicate to those who in my life take part. Quick to fall in love but refuses to place anyone above, of you I will quickly take hold, embrace you in my soul, but will never allow you to be the mole cuz I view all as a potential foe. Hold me down with luv and I'll give nothing but luv back, coming at u wit nuthang but str8 respect. A lack to gracefully express, to me you amazingly impress, behind that wall I sheild myself, kept captive, daily dancing with joy, laid back is my way of being festive. In the moonlight I ride with mad pride got my conscious on my side as my lifelong guide. Choices made were choices gave[d], I choose[d] how I choose[d] to behave. I live not by but understand the concept of faith, between you and I friendship will always remain safe. Look in my eyes, shy but live, living as I die, with rhythm to my cry, as the whole world keep asking me why. I have a bad habit but there's no other way that I would rather have it.

Suicidal (1)

Show me the way to love and I'm talking about deeper than the stars above. Back then I asked the Lord to give me a reason and so He blessed me with two seeds to change how I felt about the seasons. My story is buried down to the core of this earth, can't believe when I attempted an exchange of words, alchemy was the term that came to be spoke. Paused in the moment ... now I'm somewhat fulfilled yet broken. As I drove on the pavements above ground, listening to Bone, enjoying the breeze - contemplating my state of mind - I felt elevated, floating towards cloud nine. So at ease, sweet loving Silent Melodies, I felt my spirit rise, divine tears in my eyes, looked up towards the sky to the Most High and told Him to just give me a reason why. Damn, it's time to say good-bye, I'm stronger than man. Ate so much dinner with the Devil still saying in Jesus name. Ya'll just don't understand, I refuse to be Heaven Sent. With the why, I already know how, Krai Kill, putting all fears aside, ready to commit that Suicide.