Habit (1)

I have a habit of being non-expressive. Attitudes displayed is either passive or semi-massive aggressive. I have a cold heart but I'm delicate to those who in my life take part. Quick to fall in love but refuses to place anyone above, of you I will quickly take hold, embrace you in my soul, but will never allow you to be the mole cuz I view all as a potential foe. Hold me down with luv and I'll give nothing but luv back, coming at u wit nuthang but str8 respect. A lack to gracefully express, to me you amazingly impress, behind that wall I sheild myself, kept captive, daily dancing with joy, laid back is my way of being festive. In the moonlight I ride with mad pride got my conscious on my side as my lifelong guide. Choices made were choices gave[d], I choose[d] how I choose[d] to behave. I live not by but understand the concept of faith, between you and I friendship will always remain safe. Look in my eyes, shy but live, living as I die, with rhythm to my cry, as the whole world keep asking me why. I have a bad habit but there's no other way that I would rather have it.

Suicidal (1)

Show me the way to love and I'm talking about deeper than the stars above. Back then I asked the Lord to give me a reason and so He blessed me with two seeds to change how I felt about the seasons. My story is buried down to the core of this earth, can't believe when I attempted an exchange of words, alchemy was the term that came to be spoke. Paused in the moment ... now I'm somewhat fulfilled yet broken. As I drove on the pavements above ground, listening to Bone, enjoying the breeze - contemplating my state of mind - I felt elevated, floating towards cloud nine. So at ease, sweet loving Silent Melodies, I felt my spirit rise, divine tears in my eyes, looked up towards the sky to the Most High and told Him to just give me a reason why. Damn, it's time to say good-bye, I'm stronger than man. Ate so much dinner with the Devil still saying in Jesus name. Ya'll just don't understand, I refuse to be Heaven Sent. With the why, I already know how, Krai Kill, putting all fears aside, ready to commit that Suicide.

Train of Thought

Welcome to Train of Thought ... 

www.facebook.com/groups/trainofthought

 post random thoughts, quotes, life events

everything of the 'norm' and what is not of the 'norm'

discussions, critiques, and everything in between 

complement and/or question what is brought to the screen

I have respect to all aspects of the arts so feel free to share

receive and give feedback.

Just keep in mind the name of this group,

"Train of Thought"

which is a succession of connected ideas, a path of reasoning.

Eternal

They wanna know if I'll choose life over death
Come a little bit closer and feel the temperature of my breath
My body move with ease, my eyes reveals nothing but a tease
Try to listen to the rhythm of my heart beat
It sings so mellow
Only time knows what my soul truly hold

They wanna know if I'll choose life over death
Purchase my books, read the stories, when do you get a chance to laugh
This day in age, troubled, although held by faith
Crying out to that voice inside of me
She speaks so gently
Momentum surpass any amount of gold

They wanna know if I'll choose life over death
Considering the circumstances, I think I'll let ya'll do the math
Walking center stage, head held high, shy, for goodness sake - please
Why can't man understand, I can't be defeat
My path is narrow
Straight forward, focus on the road

They wanna know if I'll choose life over death
Pain, failure, tribulations, hold up, these experiences are just only half
In the midst of the storm, I bathe, remaining safe
I consider this just a minor fee
Through my soul I see
Eternal, secretly allowing the truth to be told

They wanna know if I'll choose life over death
Come a little bit closer, and just ask, have I taken my last breath
Purchase my books, read the stories, all I can do is laugh

Boom Boom Boom

Boom-boom-boom

     I paused 'cuz I kept hearing something in this room

Boom-boom-boom 

     I paused 'cuz I know I was the only one in the room

Boom-boom-boom

     No longer pausing- hesitating - now I'm a bit confuse

Boom-boom-boom

     Then I heard a voice say 

     Stop being paranoid- I'm just ur conscious walking along with you 

Boom-boom-boom

"Much Respect"

A.I.T.T.U.M was created as a way to explore possibilities and to express myself in certain ways. It was created to touch base on certain issue and so many other things. It's goal is to attract as many people as possible from different interest groups. AITTUM communication lines is huge allowing the readers to communicate with me directly through a variety of outlets. Although I do not post many things on the page that relates to or are similar in topics and discussions that I participate in through other sites that I affliate with or have, I will attempt to do so in 2012 as well as many other projects.This year was a rough draft for I will be releasing everything I have been working on this year in 2012. Everyone who read this blog knows me or of me base on different means, through different social networks, ecetera. I admit that I was everywhere this year, although I did mention that this year would be dedicated to me dealing with certain issues, ecetera. I displayed and/or touched on some of my interest and I appreciate those who took part in this blog, giving me feedback rather it was directly posted to this site or communicated to me via other means that I have provided. In the beginning of this project I stated that I will recognize certain people along the way who have played some form of role in my life that have influenced me for the better this year rather they done so intentionally or not. 

I want to take time out now to bring forth recognition to a few people who are highly embedded in social networking and are young entreprenuers and will like for you to support them as well.

Shantell "Zues" Wilson ......

a promoter, a chef, a writer , and many more

Want to keep track of what he has to offer as a promoter and more: befriend him on facebook; http://www.twitter.com/zuesoner; like his facebook promotional page: Party Entertainment Group (PEG); checkout his independent business owner: website ACN  if you need personal services for internet, tv, cell phone service, and much more! The one who introduced me to blogger - check him out right here on blogger: Zues World

Karmyne Monet ...........

a writer, a model, an inspiring tv personality, and many more

The social networking industry is her world and she is dedicated and gaining control of it: befriend her on facebook and http://www.twitter.com/LaunaKMonet. She is a writer, a model, and many more and all of that information is now at your disposal to easily find out. Her blog site gives you a very good idea of who she is and what she is/will accomplish so check her out right here on blogger: Creative Minds Don't Think Alike.

Elcie Nelson  ....... 

founder and CEO of LuxuriCare Spa

As a young entreprenuer she has ventured out into the Spa business where she, and her team, not only cater to you at a luxurious spa but is also willing to come to you wherever you may be. Yes, LuxuriCare Spa is mobile. Like the facebook page: LuxuriCare Mobile Spa and befriend it's promotional team on facebook: Living Care-Free.

 Lik Shots .......

emcee, writer, insipring actor, and many more

See what he has to bring to the table as an entertainer who is conquering the industry through the music world as well as through the acting business. Not only is he in the tv series The Lick, Lik Shots has a story to tell and you can go along for the ride by liking his Facebook Page: LIKSHOTS; http://www.twitter.com/likshots; checking out his website; and befriending him on facebook.

Jean Jabril Joseph .....

a writer, a poet, a promoter, and many more

He is the CEO of  FreedomlandGeasss Entertainment and 9Fanged Promotion and you can see what he has to offer as he venture out into the world as a young philosopher, a web designer, let's just say that you don't want to not know him and that can easily be avoided by befriending him on facebook.

To my supporters.... 

I know there are others who are wondering why I did not list them here

This specific list hold a certain meaning to me, each person with an individual 'thing' that helped me deal with and/or become aware of certain things that I so desperately needed .... as well as many other things. Like I stated plenty of time, whether it is intentionally or not, my life is impacted by all forms of interactions, and all those who I interact with I do not take for granted. I send out much respect to the five listed above for reason they themselves do not know and of course I will not yet share. Just to let you all know, I will even list my enemies here and show appreciation because 'everyone' plays an important role in my life. Those that have been listed above fall in the categories of my family, friends, associates, co-workers, business partners, motivators, and many more (5 names, a tone of categories, don't attempt to do the math). But like I stated, I will give recognition to everyone along the way, these five just so happen to be on the top of my list this year for multiple/different rather it be major or minor reasons. Send your support towards them and continue to support me on my journey for I truly appreciate and am grateful for all of you. 

A.I.T.T.U.M. [As I Try To Understand Me]

...... is deeper than the title itself. Understanding oneself is allowing oneself to be themself unlimitedly and to attempt and conquer all thought that can be put into action. AITTUM is dealing with the journey of reaching all set goals even as you gain more on the way, no matter what stands in your way. As I Try To Understand Me is reaching for the stars, gazing into the monlight, overcoming obstacles, reaching your goals, becoming succesful, keeping in mind that you are your own man, this is your life, your dream, time to obtain that destiny. AITTUM is whatever you choose it to be, as long as it hold some form of meaning to you whether it be positive or negative.

December marks the one year set date to me joining blogger
and from this post on AITTUM will be AITTUM .....
let it be known .... I am .... Krai Kill .... "Tha Unknown"

Much Respect

Krai ft/ Einstein (Response)

[Albert Einstein] - " Intellectual growth should commence at birth and cease only at death." / "But to me Death is only when the spirit's no longer bounded to the flesh ... from there more knowledge I will continue to collect ... forever yearning to be learning ... a sensation that exceeds any formation as the Ultimate Novation ... Life has been proclaimed to us all ... made and set forth Eternal ... spoken words from the Soul of Thy Journal ... to breathe it ... suspend it ... apprehended within it ... it's just a Time felt path ... commence to it ... I cherish it ... never cease to proceed pass the Wall of Humanity ...  forever bounded spiritually....  to gain and rise above it all intellectually." - [Krai]